The more information I hear about grad school the more confused I get. I really don't know how to arrive at a decision that I am totally comfy with and know that I won't have any regrets. I made some pro/con lists and the answer is inconclusive. It made my gut feel kind of shaky, like it had reached a decision and had the rug pulled out from underneath it. Pro/Con lists really show you the lay of the land. It made me focus on all the good things of the former reject and just get confused anew.
Sigh? Yes, Sigh.
This decision is making me try to figure out who I am and where I'm going and it hurts my head. I don't know what I want!
City mouse or kind of country mouse?
brain or heart?
I officially have one more week to figure out my life.